14
Apr

“Cold As You”

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I’m not what you wanted

[Chorus:]

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain’t no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I’m sitting here thinking it through
I’ve never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

[Repeat Chorus]

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn’t have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I’m sitting here thinking it through
I’ve never been anywhere cold as you

28
Nov

that somebody is me…

You, do you remember me?
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really felt, like I’m going through hell,
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it’s lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody’s me.
That somebody’s me. yeaa…

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it’s gone,
And I pray at night, that our path’s soon will cross.
What we had, isn’t lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can’t breathe, without you it’s lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody’s me.

Oh yeah…

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you’re in my memory…

You, when you remember me?…
And before you set me free, oh listen please…

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it’s lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody’s me.
That somebody’s me.
Somebody’s me…
That somebody’s me…
That somebody’s me…
Oh yeah…

01
Sep

farewell

i remember it all so clearly,
how he turned around and stabbed me
he, the one i poured my heart and soul to,
the one who made me whole.

as he walked away calmly,
my shattered heart he blindly stepped on
leaving me broken and battered,
in my own blood.

what’s there left to be said, i love you?
no, he’ll still leave anyway.
i died that day,remember my last kiss,
before i dug my grave and scattered my faith.
nobody knows about me, nothing can save me
falling deeper into the end.

now as i lay quiet in my grave,
who is brave enough to show me the way
remove the nails that locked me in this coffin
bring me out and back to life.

24
Aug

CHER - BELIEVE

No matter how hard I try
You keep pushing me aside
And I can’t break through
There’s no talking to you
So sad that you’re leaving
Takes time to believe it
But after all is said and done
You’re going to be the lonely one, Ohh Oh

[CHORUS:]
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough,
No
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough,
No

What am I supposed to do
Sit around and wait for you?
And I can’t do that
There’s no turning back
I need time to move on
I need love to feel strong
‘Cause I’ve had time to think it through
And maybe I’m too good for you Ohh Oh

[CHORUS]

But I know that I’ll get through this
‘Cause I know that I am strong
I don’t need you anymore
Oh I don’t need you anymore,
No I don’t need you anymore.

16
Aug

no words.

i have no proper words to describe the way i am feeling now. after what i’ve learnt yesterday, it just made me more determined to stay away. its a good thing. it F*ckin hurts but it’s ok..it helps me to get over it. trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt at first, but now i know better.I wil try my hardest to grow again. I wont let this take me down =)

12
Aug

truth

sometimes, when I’m selfish I’ll think of things that made me feel sad and hurt. All the self pity can really bring out this negative aura that makes you feel even worse. I always end up angry and miserable. Been thinking alot lately,Maybe life isn’t just about ourselves. There is more to it.. it’s hard sometimes to continue feeling this way because we do feel sorry for ourselves once in a while.But come to think of it, when I look deep within my heart this is what I truly wanted to say. No matter how bad my situation is now, this is what i truly want to say. My honest feelings despite the anger that I feel sometimes…

06
Aug

Utar com lab..

i wonder what am i doing here. I have a blogspot, very abandoned one mind you. Yet, i’m in fs blog.. guess it’s been sometime since i last updated something and since i’m here i might as well just. Now sittin in the com lab waiting for Joe to go Digital mall then kg cempaka to fix my fon. HOPEFULLY, the warranty can be used to change the keypad. Button no1 and 3 sorta cracked..there’s a line on the keypad. Damn sad. Oh but what to do? If not sell off my S500i and buy the "throw dog" phone. hahahaha.. JOking! Impossible i can survive with that phone ^_^"

SO many things on my mind now. Financial probs mainly.. A stupid thing that i’ve done has finally took it’s toll on me. Now i gotta pay.. What can I do? it’s my fault anyway. No one else is to be blamed for the choice I made. I’ve learnt my lessons. It’s ok though, I’m strong and I can cope wif it *flexing muscles*.

Things may seem blunt now but I know, it’ll soon become sharper. I’ve dwelled in self pity long enough and it took me alot of strength and willpower to pick myself up again from where I went wrong. Thanx to my Jie that told me things, made me wake up and realise that there is more to life. I’ve taken too many things for granted lately till every small problem became big because of the way I see them. I will soon be free from all the chains of these pain and sorrow. After all the hurt is through, It will be so over.

23
Jun

unbreak my heart..

Don’t leave me in all this pain
Don’t leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you’ll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don’t leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can’t forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you’ll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don’t leave me in all this pain
Don’t leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you’ll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin’
Without you I just can’t go on
Can’t go on….

21
May

How can I not love you

Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What we’ve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what weve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone

28
Nov

Candlelight Christmas Concert at KL Pac.

The Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre is proud to present
CANDLELIGHT CHRISTMAS
a debut concert by The KLPac Sinfonietta
conducted by Brian Tan
with La Voce Choir
 
Date & Time: 14 - 16 December at 8.30pm & 17 December at 3pm (14 December - SOLD OUT!)
Venue: Pentas 1, KLPac (location map available here)
Tickets: RM45, RM35 and RM25 (students, disabled & sr. citizens)
 
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Candlelight Christmas is KLPac’s offering this yuletide with a glorious
evening of carols and symphonic music. Making its debut in this special
concert is the KLPac Sinfonietta, a community orchestra recently set up
by KLPac to help nurture musicians and promote orchestral music. 
 
The
KLPac Sinfonietta, conducted by Brian Tan, will perform Tchaikovsky’s
Nutcracker Suite and other Christmas favourites. Of course, no
Christmas concert will be complete without a choir and the programme
will also feature La Voce, a 30 member choir as well as an a capella
children’s choir.
 
Candlelight
Christmas is a concert that will capture the spirit of Christmas with
good music and plenty of good cheer! For concert programme, CLICK HERE.
 
Enjoy up to 15% DISCOUNT with our special family package!
- Only RM120 or RM100 for 2 adults & 2 children with student IDs -
For tickets, call our box office:
(KLPac) 03-4047 9000 or (TAS@BSC) 03-2094 9400