Archive for April, 2005

30
Apr

today..FUN!!

wow..playing the whole day,

so furn le..fishing..i caught a few small fishes..but got big 1 oso..as big s my palm..hehe..i know la.it’s small..pity those fishes.im never goin fishing again!!im so bad..torturing them..at least i’ve tried fishing before.after that,went to 1u,spose to buy chocolates..but stupid jusco machine shutdown.they have to use calculator..hehe..manually.so kenot use the vouchers..guess have to go another day.

ate in dave’s smtin..very nice food they have.lasagne and the tiramisu..yum!!thx bren 4 introing such nyc food to me..hehe..hmm..went ome lo afta dat..hmm..i cant sleep..thats why im here..now waitin for kelv to go yum cha..guess i beta go get ready.chiaoz…

30
Apr

“Never Get Over You”

I turn around, I see your face, my head is just an empty space,
Your kisses fade without a trace,
Ooh I’ll never get over you,
Precious moments we were one,
But you’re life’s changed n’ you’ve moved on,
Thinkin’ about you everyday,
Ooh I’ll never get over you

I need to feel you once again,
Close to me remember when,

My heart is restless like the wind, I’m missin’ something from within,
Until you bring it back again,
Ooh I’ll never get over you
Never get over, Never get over you.

I don’t believe I made you leave, when you are strong and I’m naive,
The feelings gone n’ now you’re free but me ,
I’ll never get over you,
Need some time to find my way waitin’ for that brighter day,
Let my love just fade away,
Ooh n’ then I’ll get over you

Time has come I realise,
I shouldn’t need you in my life

My heart is restless like the wind, I’m missin’ something from within,
Until you bring it back again,
Ooh I’ll never get over you
Never get over, Never get over you.

I need to feel you once again,
Close to me remember when,

My heart is restless like the wind, I’m missin’ something from within,
Until you bring it back again,
Ooh I’ll never get over you

Never get over, never get over you..

30
Apr

WHEW…gonna be a fun day..

HUHUHUHU!!!goin fishing today..with rong feng,jacqueline,brendan,jolynn and her friends i think..NOW(3.10pm)im in feng’s hs waitin 4 jolyn..go to laguna in kj to FISH!!!yay!!hmm..maybe goin to 1u as well wif brendan to buy CHOCOLATES!!huahuahu….lovely la.chocolate for the broken heart..sure will heal 1.hmm…drinking lychee blended bubble tea..so nice!!im bored..bored…still bored.cant wait to fish..not gonna cook them la cz dat will be killing.jz 1na catch them..for fun,only.hehe…hmm…wonder where did feng go.leave me and jacq in the house alone.haiz..

i got a happy news that i got into fm6.now,im trying to decide wheather should i go to penang to study or stay here?60% says go,40 says no.HOW????of course il miss all my friends here.but it will be a good experience and can a start to a new life.to forget everything.leave the past behind..too much memories here..happy and sad.all so funny and crazy..ppl…got any comments??help me..jz tell me what you think ok??muaks….love ya’ll

29
Apr

jorr…heart hurts..

let’s sing..

another sad love song.that carry our tears along..down the lonkang??hehe…

hmm…i feel mixed up today.i went to pbd 4 lunch,and not expecting to see someone.but dunno wats wrong,karma strikes back.haih..but im glad.happy to see him happy.sad to see him.not being able to fall in his arms..ouch..at least i get to say hi.and he still said bye!!yay..crap..

hmm…do i look funny today?y was ppl starin at me?huuuaaa…must be my prasanness..hehe..oh..I GOT MY pAYCHECK!!huahauahu…so happy..but went to bank jz now,kenot take out money..cz i still using children account book..maybanks YIPPIEE account..sad case..malunyer…

they say i hv to be 18 to get an atm card..shitten..haih!!nvm..patience is a virtue..o..YAY!!!mum went to penang….hulalala…hehe..okies gtg..boss look at me lioa..laters.

28
Apr

sad song

today..

is the worst day of my life,

because i lost my heart.

last night..

i cried myself to sleep,

because i had to let go,

of someone i truly love.

now..

i am lost even when theres light,

i couldn’t see and im afraid to fight.

you were my eyes and now i am blind,

but i will tell myself that,

everything will be allright.

i will learn to use my other senses,

in the process gain more courage,

to strive on alone in my life.

i know i was too dependant,

and now i have to pay the price,

but the memories and adventure,

is worth the pain and cries

26
Apr

you know who you are

If you see me walking the road with someone else,
It’s not because I like his company…
Its because you’re not brave enough to walk beside
me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you’re too deaf to hear my heart beat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..
But because you’re not there to catch me when I
fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don’t know where the road is going

Are we gonna cross each other’s path
Or just completely turn around?..

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don’t let me walk with him,
It’s you I want to walk with..

Don’t let me talk of him,
it’s you I want to talk with..

Don’t let me fall for him,
It’s you I want to fall in love with..

22
Apr

busy,busy days..

WOW!!i’m quite happy today.cz dis week is really busy..hardly got time for mee to feel sad..huhuhu…..but tiring oso..*sobsob*..im really drenched outta my energy.hmm..you probly wil ask

"den why u got so much energy now to type this 1?"

huahuahuahua….actually i got no energy liao.very dead tired.eyes so heavy(slept at 6am few days ago).cold lyk hell(spose b hot ryt).BUT!!my honey suddenly called me..[very rare]..and my energy starts flowing back into me..even tho we jz talked for 00:01:12 mins..hehe..jz to hear him say that he loves me,makes my day.

"WAH,got so terrer or not??"you ask..

people..this is what the power of love can do to you.when you are down,it only take the voice of the person you love to push you up.when you feel pain,the toughts of your love ones will relieve it.when sombody loves you everythin is beautiful.all you see is rainbows*not true..jz 1na say that*those who have felt it,you’ll know urself.im not lying.those who haven’t,someday your time will come.jz know that love is a two way thing.you get some you lose some..there’s always ups and down’s..left’s and right’s..front and back..on and under..when you push it pulls..STOP!!you geddit ryt?sure u’ll get hurt and feel the pain..but hey..NO PAIN,NO GAIN ryt?

sure,i’ve been hurt before.but we’ll learn from there..nothing is easy in life.it’s a battle you have to win yourself.im lucky i have friends(LOTSA THEM-THX GUYS,4 willing to be my friend),my family,and Sam.there really is nothing more i would ask for.in return,i jz hope i wont lose them.but people comes and go..sooner or later.so when they’re still a part of our life,cherish the time we have.live in the moment..

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!YOU GUYS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME..MUAKSSSS…

ps:drop a comment willya?so i can read when im bored(not wif U),in the office.

adios!!

22
Apr

sorry bloggy

K,I WON’T be updating this blog for a few days..cz

1)tmr’s a saturday..i wont be in office.i’ll be having my driving lessons(4hrs),maybe.,MAYBE attend YS AGM..and watch jap horror movie wif sis.

2)it will b sunday afta sat in case you forget,driving lessons(4hrs-again),TDC meeting,play paintball,start to shiver[why??],then try to slep..

3)FInALlY..TAKE D JPJ DRIVING TEST!!pssstt..*whispering*..i heard if you don’t bribe,ul fail your road test.hv to retake again(RM 150)..apperently its true cz happened to alot of ppl liao..*screaming* WTF?????how can they do dis to us ‘innocent’ teenagers?haih..wish me luck…wheneva i sneeze,i’ll know and il thank you silently..arigatou..

cheerz

-mel-

20
Apr

bus lovin

being loved is like waiting for a bus

Please spend 1 minute to read this, it’s very meaningful.

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee… so full…cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I’ll wait for the next one." so
you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee…this bus so old…surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while, another bus came. It’s not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee… no air-con one…and the weather is so warm, better wait for
the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late.

You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you
wasted your time and money waiting for what you want!

Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won’t break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?

So people…you want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn’t hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn’t suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus!

But wait…I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love.

If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they’re yours. If they don’t then it was never meant to be.

Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don’t be afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.

Appreciate the people that you have now.They might be a blessing in disguise..Cherish the one you love,and the one who loves you.Many people won’t miss what they have till they lose it,it would be too late.You don’t want to regret.

Seize the day.

Never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

I hope this post could make a difference.Make us realise.

The difference is between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever.

Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives.

And remember…. Keep Smiling….coz… "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is the most capturing. As love returns to me, And I’ll return to you, Then love will return to us.

I guess love is a really wondeful thing when everything works out well.But could hurt us as well when it turns bad.

So i hope we’ll all make the right choice and stay happy and blisful…

19
Apr

are you being true to yourself?

  huhuu…another day in office. Such boredness. What to do? Better than sitting at home and rot. Haaa..I’m suppose to work. Look at what i’m doint? Creating a blog..out of boredness. Now you’ll know how bored i am. Funny,now i can’t wait to start studying again,because working is very tiring!! Believe it or not. Enjoy our studying life first because we’ll have bout 30 years or so to work. No worries man..take your time and enjoy TEENAGE life.

  TEENAGERS..i still am one. To me,i think this is a time for us,TEENAGERS to discover ourself. Experiment with different styles,to see which one suits us most. Do things that pushes our aderenaline to the max. Feel the THRILL of being young and fearless. Do CRAZY things you never dreamt of doing,those "in the spin of the moment" kinda things. HAVE FUN!! Why take life so seriously now? NO one,will blame us for doing the things we do,cos we’re teenagers.

  Think of it. When you start working,you gotta keep a good image. No more FUNKY hairstyles,GUYS-nomore LONG hair for you,no more goatee,or sideburns.GURLS-i du1na say..think of it yourselves..are you going to wait till you’re 40,or 30..to start being hippy and wild. That’s the time where people wind down and start to relax with life.

  What i’m trying to say is do whatever you feel like doing. If you wake up one day and say "i think i wana do gothic today." DO it. go,paint your nails black,use eyeliner like you’ve never used before,make a statement.JUST DO IT. We should not judge someone by thier looks. What matters most it the person inside. The one you can’t see till you put an effort to. Everybody is unique in thier own way. Don’t let things hold you back. Let your spirit run free and explore life. Don’t hold back. Just be free. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!

  Of course..do not hurt any living being in process. Be it emotionally or physically.SPREAD LOVE!!MUAKS……