You sat down next to me, like poetry to wine
Out window looked upon a yellow neon sign
I took your hand while you decided what to do
The only kiss, I ever miss, I shared with you
The other cities hold a memory still of a place
But, when I dream of London, I can only see your face
I want you
Or no one
No one else will do
You, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill the empty space I hold for you
You simplified me down to slogans on the wall
I took offense, but you were right about them all
My friends are telling me I shouldn’t waste my time
But I can’t concentrate until I make you mine
I’m drawing cards and making wishes down by the well
Who would’ve known I’d lose myself in that old hotel
I want you
Or no one
No one else for me
You, or no one
‘Cause no one else is strong enough, strong enough
To slow me down in time to set me free
I want you
Or no one else
No one else is fine
Oh, you, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill me up until I make you mine
>>> Isn’t life ironic? The moment you thought everything is finally turning right for you,it takes a big leap. It just leaps across a huge ocean,and leave you stranded in an unknown island. From there, you have to go hunt for your own food,make your own clothings,build your own shelter..till you are found again.
Tell you guys ar..im so sick and tired of life. Playing me day by day,draining my energy. Sometimes i wonder how much more can i take. Do i still have time to spare? How long more i have to wait? and if i wait,will it all be washed down the drain again? Life is suffering. Torture.
What can i do? Life goes on no matter how much you dont want it to. Every morning i wake up, to think "what’s life got in store for me today?" well, who knows what tomorrow brings? one minute you might be overjoyed by the victory you made out of life, the next moment you could be dead. gosh..i sound so negative, sorry guys i don’t mean to be but i jz cant help thinking.
guess its time for me to sleep.im jz missing him very much suddenly. its really tormenting. when i think of sam i miss him but at the same time im so mad. i miss those times when my hand is in his,feeling warm and cosy. the fact that when i hug him, my head jz rests nicely below his chin..then i can hear his heart beating. How can someone so perfect turn into a nightmare? i don’t know what’s this feeling. i don’t even want him back,but im missing him. im so mad that i feel like making his life misrable but i cant. and i wont. how will i ever be able to forgive him? He’s not even asking for forgiveness..how should i feel about him? what should i do to forget?i wish i can erase him from my memory.
