what the hell..im so super darn bored.flipping out of my mind b o r e d.ish,,wat happen to my life?actually im suppose to be dead from listening to my sister’s horrible singing but i decided to stand strong and come up with a list of thing i want to do when im back to business.hehe..won’t tell ya what it is!!
anyways,do you peeps believe in fortune tellers?erm,,tarot card,palm reading,face reading,feet reading(got such thing a?)numerology,astrology,feng shui and etc,etc,etc…cz dat day i went to see a tarot card reader wif my aunt.so got her to read my fortune jz for fun (mind you its 50 bucks per session-cut throat man) and amazingly she got my present pretty accurate.well,i kinda thought maybe my aunt told her stuff bout me..but who knows?she mite be good…
why i say that?cz on the same day my darling went with me to the ft(fortuneteller) as well and for the same reason as me,he also got his fortune read..well,my aunt don’t exactly know much bout him still she’s quite good.according to darling,she’s jz lucky.maybe yes,maybe no..once again who knows?hehe…
anyways,wat she said bout me wasn’t that good.i know my life ain’t that great but hey,i’m trying to make the best out of it..and worst thing is,she said that me and darling will end nx year and he’s gona have a new gf after me.OUCH!!that really hurts cz it really took me alot of effort and time to learn to love and fall in love again after the sam incident.i really don’t wanna go thru the same thing again.i don’t think i’ll have the strength to stand up the next time i fall.cz now i’m in love,with a guy,,whom i can share my innermost secrets,and jz be myself and still he’ll love me.can’t lose another person i love so much again.
so no matter what the ft says,i’m gonna listen to my heart and jz go with the flow.darling says that i shouldn’t listen to the ft cz the future is in our own hands..guess he’s right bout that.i’ll jz hope my trust in you darling will not be wasted in vain.i really cannot stand the same pain again..but if it’s meant to be,its meant to be.if its not,then jz let it be.i love you Gary,my baby,my love.
just for fun,i’ve got something extra!!hehe..
Heart Like a Wheel
Some say the heart is just like a wheel,
When you bend it you can’t mend it,
And my love for you is like a sinking ship,
And my heart is on that ship out on mid-ocean.
They say that death is a tragedy,
Comes once then it’s over,
But my one only wish is for that deep dark abyss,
For what’s the use of living with no true lover?
And it’s only love,and it’s only love,
That can break a human being,
and turn him inside out.
When harm is done,no love can be won,
I know it happens frequently,
What i can’t understand,
Oh please God,hold my hand is
Why it should’ve happened to me?
And it’s only love,and it’s only love,
That can break a human being,
and turn him inside out.
That can break a human being,
and turn him inside out..
It’s hard to find love,harder to fall in love and hardest to fall out of love.don’t you agree?you ARE in trouble when you’re in love,but yet why are there so many people seeking for it?because…being in love is priceless.no money can buy the love from another person..it is only for you and the person you belong to.cherish the moment,and memory always even if things didn’t turn out right.that’s what i did and will do in future..so,i’m gonna hang on to my love for darling and hope we really do belong together.till then,peace out!
ps: forgive me for the sentimental crap ok..i’ma bit outta my mind now cz my brain was fried due to over boringness…haha..nitez!!
