No matter how hard I try
You keep pushing me aside
And I can’t break through
There’s no talking to you
So sad that you’re leaving
Takes time to believe it
But after all is said and done
You’re going to be the lonely one, Ohh Oh
[CHORUS:]
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough,
No
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough,
No
What am I supposed to do
Sit around and wait for you?
And I can’t do that
There’s no turning back
I need time to move on
I need love to feel strong
‘Cause I’ve had time to think it through
And maybe I’m too good for you Ohh Oh
[CHORUS]
But I know that I’ll get through this
‘Cause I know that I am strong
I don’t need you anymore
Oh I don’t need you anymore,
No I don’t need you anymore.
i have no proper words to describe the way i am feeling now. after what i’ve learnt yesterday, it just made me more determined to stay away. its a good thing. it F*ckin hurts but it’s ok..it helps me to get over it. trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt at first, but now i know better.I wil try my hardest to grow again. I wont let this take me down =)
sometimes, when I’m selfish I’ll think of things that made me feel sad and hurt. All the self pity can really bring out this negative aura that makes you feel even worse. I always end up angry and miserable. Been thinking alot lately,Maybe life isn’t just about ourselves. There is more to it.. it’s hard sometimes to continue feeling this way because we do feel sorry for ourselves once in a while.But come to think of it, when I look deep within my heart this is what I truly wanted to say. No matter how bad my situation is now, this is what i truly want to say. My honest feelings despite the anger that I feel sometimes…
i wonder what am i doing here. I have a blogspot, very abandoned one mind you. Yet, i’m in fs blog.. guess it’s been sometime since i last updated something and since i’m here i might as well just. Now sittin in the com lab waiting for Joe to go Digital mall then kg cempaka to fix my fon. HOPEFULLY, the warranty can be used to change the keypad. Button no1 and 3 sorta cracked..there’s a line on the keypad. Damn sad. Oh but what to do? If not sell off my S500i and buy the "throw dog" phone. hahahaha.. JOking! Impossible i can survive with that phone ^_^"
SO many things on my mind now. Financial probs mainly.. A stupid thing that i’ve done has finally took it’s toll on me. Now i gotta pay.. What can I do? it’s my fault anyway. No one else is to be blamed for the choice I made. I’ve learnt my lessons. It’s ok though, I’m strong and I can cope wif it *flexing muscles*.
Things may seem blunt now but I know, it’ll soon become sharper. I’ve dwelled in self pity long enough and it took me alot of strength and willpower to pick myself up again from where I went wrong. Thanx to my Jie that told me things, made me wake up and realise that there is more to life. I’ve taken too many things for granted lately till every small problem became big because of the way I see them. I will soon be free from all the chains of these pain and sorrow. After all the hurt is through, It will be so over.
